Date: 19-Aug-08 8pm+
Location: Seremban home
Finally - Cynthia and me
I took this photo myself.Alex tried taking our photos 1 or 2 months ago, but I looked very ugly, 100% 'ah sum' (yellow face aunty). So I decided to keep it for my own eyes to remind myself to look better next time.
This photo is a little blur, so it doesn't expose the ugliest side of my face :D
Goodbye 2008 Badminton Game
4:30am, I was preparing milk for Cynthia in the bathroom. 2 mosquitoes flying around me. When the milk was ready, I opened the bathroom door a little, thinking of jumping out of the bathroom and close the door as soon as possible so that the two bad mosquitoes will not be able to come into the room even though they followed my back.
My poor little toe seems didn't make it her way... and hit hard on the door frame... it was really painful. I have to give up the company's annual badminton game to be held this coming Sunday as I cannot wear shoes with this bandage. Sigh... disappointed :-(
Stress
I received a missed call from my boss at 11:20pm. Today is my off day and my boss called me at almost middle of the night. I guess he might be asking whether I have sent him the 'auto DCR' proposal which he asked me to send to him last Friday. He is the kind of boss who will ask his sub-ordinates to "do it during the weekend" like we should sacrifice our family life for the company.
Few minutes after receiving that missed call, my sculp started to itch. The itchy sculp and falling hair are becoming an issue 2, 3 weeks after I started work. As I understand, when our body needs nutrients to fight stress and cleanse the toxin, it takes nutrients from the least important part of our body - for example: hair, skin. Itchy skin is a type of natural body detoxification. My body is giving me signs to supply more anti-stress food (supplements) to cope with the damages cause by stress.
During the weekend, I dreamt of sitting in a bus middle of the night carrying a handbag. When I get down from the bus, two guys followed me very closely. In the middle of the busy street, the two guys seems attempting to grab my handbag. I know there is quite an amount of money in my handbag, so I pushed them away. I pushed too hard, until my left arm smashed the alarm clock, milk bottle and water bottle on the small table beside my bed. The noise of the milk bottle falling down woke me up. I am glad it was just a dream, but also realize I might have over stress recently.
My mum came back this afternoon, and told me about her plan to bring Cynthia to Singapore after Ni delivered her baby girl end of this year as she has concern that Choy and Ni are unable to find a good nanny to take care of their newborn baby. I already mentioned to her a few times that Cynthia must stay with us so that we could teach her and nurture her and play our role and responsibility as a parent. But my mum said she wants to bring Cynthia to Singapore because she loves Cynthia so much and takes care of her since she was born, thus can't afford to see other people taking care of Cynthia. She also plan to bring Cynthia to Singapore to visit Choy and Ni next month - by bus! I do not want to quarell with my mum over Cynthia, but I think it is not save for mum to travel alone with a 4 month old baby. I'm still looking for a good chance to communicate with her about our stand: Cynthia will not leave us no matter what.
Last weekend, Sis Maggie SMS to my mobile phone, informing us the special seminar by Ps Vernon on how to worship God. Next day, we received 2 missed call with voice mail from her about the seminar, and she asked us to call back. After discussed with Alex, we felt hesitated to go. We didn't call her back as we didn't know how to reject her invitation without offending her. In my heart I pray that God give me an answer whether I should attend the seminar. On last Sunday service, I guess I've got the answer as there were prophetic words saying that "worship with honesty, come as you are".
God, I know you are watching me and you know all the dilemas I'm going through now. Could you have mercy on me, give me wisdom to handle all these little things in my life? I am not perfect. I surrender my life to you. Everything that happens in my life is your plan, your perfect plan for me Lord. Please do not allow Satan to test me like what happened to Job, as I will go insane with all these troubles.
Few minutes after receiving that missed call, my sculp started to itch. The itchy sculp and falling hair are becoming an issue 2, 3 weeks after I started work. As I understand, when our body needs nutrients to fight stress and cleanse the toxin, it takes nutrients from the least important part of our body - for example: hair, skin. Itchy skin is a type of natural body detoxification. My body is giving me signs to supply more anti-stress food (supplements) to cope with the damages cause by stress.
During the weekend, I dreamt of sitting in a bus middle of the night carrying a handbag. When I get down from the bus, two guys followed me very closely. In the middle of the busy street, the two guys seems attempting to grab my handbag. I know there is quite an amount of money in my handbag, so I pushed them away. I pushed too hard, until my left arm smashed the alarm clock, milk bottle and water bottle on the small table beside my bed. The noise of the milk bottle falling down woke me up. I am glad it was just a dream, but also realize I might have over stress recently.
My mum came back this afternoon, and told me about her plan to bring Cynthia to Singapore after Ni delivered her baby girl end of this year as she has concern that Choy and Ni are unable to find a good nanny to take care of their newborn baby. I already mentioned to her a few times that Cynthia must stay with us so that we could teach her and nurture her and play our role and responsibility as a parent. But my mum said she wants to bring Cynthia to Singapore because she loves Cynthia so much and takes care of her since she was born, thus can't afford to see other people taking care of Cynthia. She also plan to bring Cynthia to Singapore to visit Choy and Ni next month - by bus! I do not want to quarell with my mum over Cynthia, but I think it is not save for mum to travel alone with a 4 month old baby. I'm still looking for a good chance to communicate with her about our stand: Cynthia will not leave us no matter what.
Last weekend, Sis Maggie SMS to my mobile phone, informing us the special seminar by Ps Vernon on how to worship God. Next day, we received 2 missed call with voice mail from her about the seminar, and she asked us to call back. After discussed with Alex, we felt hesitated to go. We didn't call her back as we didn't know how to reject her invitation without offending her. In my heart I pray that God give me an answer whether I should attend the seminar. On last Sunday service, I guess I've got the answer as there were prophetic words saying that "worship with honesty, come as you are".
God, I know you are watching me and you know all the dilemas I'm going through now. Could you have mercy on me, give me wisdom to handle all these little things in my life? I am not perfect. I surrender my life to you. Everything that happens in my life is your plan, your perfect plan for me Lord. Please do not allow Satan to test me like what happened to Job, as I will go insane with all these troubles.
Visiting My Sister
Photo taken by my 6 years old niece when visiting my sister during the 30th July Negeri Sembilan public holiday.
My niece's school art work. 
Another school art work. So cute!
My niece showing Alex how to play the skate. Cynthia growing up - July 2008
Cynthia when she was 3-month old.Responding to the camera. Her head could turn up almost 180 degrees.
3-month old Cynthia.First time utilize her fingers by covering her mouth after drinking milk. Slept sweet and sound.
Cynthia:"Sigh... So bored...".(On her way back to grandma and grandpa's home, in daddy's car)
Cynthia:"Who is this uncle who keep talking to me and keep smiling at me?"(Grandpa says "Hi" to Cynthia after not meeting her for few days.)
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